43 (omg)

omg 

I’m 43

How can this be 

Jjust yesterday

I was foot loose; fancy free 

Drinking wine all the time

Me, Trixie and my OCD

Waiting on nobody, 

nobody waiting on me. 

Man how time flies 

Clouds race through the sky 

I know what I need:

People needing me,

rules, responsibilities.

Looking back I can see

I wasn’t free

waiting and hoping 

to have everything

I have at 43.