Mother's Day A
You
Tell me
Where to hide
When it’s my turn
And my cheeks hurt
And my heart bursts
And the last time i felt like this
I must have been around three
Playing hide and seek.
Mother's Day B
The weight of it all
Keeps your heart
tethered to the ground;
Gravity to restrain it
From jumping over the moon,
Not fearing a fall.
Fifth of May
That old life of mine
Has aged like fine wine
Because now that I’m sober
I don’t recall the pain of my hangovers
But boy, do i think about them all the time.
from on high
Can we all agree
It’s kinda funny
To have Easter fall on day
That’s known for weed?
I don’t know if you celebrate
I don’t know if you pray
But is anyone gonna ask
About the co-branding of this day?
What does it all mean?
No one wants to ask!
What does Jesus think
About His collab with grass?
It may seem unlikely
Others already know
The Universe is funny, honey
Must be present for the joke.
It just keeps on going
revealing easter eggs -
Here, there, everywhere
Abundance in your basket
A tisk tisk a tasket
For wanting to compare.
Come on, let’s play -
Be a bunny for the day
Whiskers, tiny, feel around
Listening ears, be here, now.
Joy abounds throughout the day
when Intuition leads the way.
The truth unfolds so slowly
And is only told with time
So today let’s believe
Everything we see
Is coming from
on high.
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Fooled ya :)
Irish Goodbye
Her kiss is French
Patchouli drenched
Something from a dream
Girl from Texas
Lord blessed her
With a sword sharp enough,
To hurt your feelings
Just in case -
There’s a shadow or a doubt
About who she can be
She won’t storm out acting childish, cause
Her presence is golden, and her goodbye is Irish
The fastest ghost, cut out, left, gone
A whole big scene but no one saw her leave
Dark turns to light, you’ll start remembering
Cause what you don’t see
Is the green river in her veins, she’s a tyrant
Heart cold as Chicago, and her goodbye is Irish
Tan skin, Italian
Blonde, like, Californian
Keep your eye on the door
Missed her then, now miss her more
One thing about her
She’s not gonna fight it
She’s a whole lot of things,
but you’ll never forget her goodbye is Irish
No need to push on
Making up a whole thing
Shots on the page versus day drinking
Just to toy with a girl i used to be -
A reason to write
To rage
To play
To hold the power
She’ll use it
A silence that’s deafened before
She’ll do it.
Check yourself, then check the door -
She was just right here,
Where’d she go
Don’t know
But now you can see -
call her crazy, go ahead
You really tried it -
Now you’ll never forget her goodbye is Irish.
Valentines, mine, through time
There was She-ra, a princess
Potential, her power
Shy and scared
Worried and weird
Lone lil wildflower
There was Jessica and Phoebe
Dark horse, rebellion
Louder, still scared
Awake now, aware
With obsessive compulsions
There was Stevie and sorry
Resilient and sunny
Sadness to shameless
Bright with a bite
Chaotic but funny
There was silly and stupor
Hardly the heroine
Kim get up and work
Justice and Joan
With a sword, with a pen
There’s Delilah and Eve
Standing in silence
Stormy and ruthless
Accepting no tears
No roses, no violence.
So many of her
And yet how wild
Her one true love
Is a man and a child.
Are you sure?
That’s how she wins?
Yes, of course -
but there’d be no such present state, fortunate fate
Without first choosing herself again and again.
Resolved
I just said I’d start to write
I didn’t say I’d force it
I said when the time is right
When the stars align
Something about valentine’s
I just said I’d start to write
I didn’t say when
I didn’t say how
Didn’t ask words to pop in
The muse to stop by
The scroll to stop here
The go to my drive
Words slow and steady
No sit down, no ready
Rhyming and stupid
Playing like cupid
A bird like Nelly
Trooper like Shelley
A salute to my sigh
The drunk to my dry
The fire’s inside
That’s just life
Friday the 31st of January.
I meant what I said
I’ll say it again
I just said I’d start to write
I didn’t say I’d push through
Make time
Let content consume
Ponder a word or a thought
Light a match, watch it burn
Take notes, not a nap
Create a vibe, let it flow
I just said I’d start to write
Not stay off of screens
Make space to doodle/daydream
Put pen to paper
Start bad, start over
Come back, have a snack
Come back, make it worse
Then better, later.
I just said I’d start to write
I didn’t say
I’d do any of the things
I need to do
to start to write.